Craving Adventure

I really want to do something adventurous. My idea of adventurous is of course going somewhere new. I really, really want to get away from school and away from home for a while. Today, I thought of going to Empresso Coffee House, just so that I could have an excuse to leave my room. I don't know what's going on in the past couple of days, but I can't stand being in my room anymore. I mean, it's not like I have a choice, but I really just want to leave!!! But where can I go? What to do? I don't know. I feel like I should walk around and explore Stockton like a vagrant, but being a vagrant can be quite dangerous in Stockton, and I don't want to get killed, so I'm once again left to sit in my room.

I never understood when people said they had Cabin Fever. I guess I never had much free time before and being able to do nothing was blissful, but now, I'm beginning to understand how being in your room all day could make someone go crazy!!!

For Your Enjoyment

This is totally for your enjoyment. Sigh. Ok. Fine. It's for my enjoyment too. Doesn't he just look so hot? God. I can't believe I'm still not over him.

P.S. Dear Gap (I think...)
If you let him be in more of your posters, I'll buy more of your stuff. Just saying. Sexy sells.

I Forgot

I'm all done with my take home final, FINALLY!!! YEE! OK. So, I had an idea for a post but then I forgot. I was super excited to write whatever it was too, but now I can't remember anything. Darn it!!! Any who, I can't wait to go back to school on Sunday and see everyone again. I feel so alienated after having spent a week by myself.

Also, it's raining outside! yay! I love it when it rains. Let me clarify. I should say that I love sleeping to the sound of rain.

P.S. I'm still working on trying to get my dad to let me go to England over the summer. I must go. I feel like my life is going to change once I go there. I feel so suffocated in California. I seriously just want to leave. I have never felt like this in all my life, but right now, I want to take a vacation somewhere and not think about school or anything at all.

In other news, pledging starts this week! I can't believe it's been a year since I joined LKS. I'm getting a little (and another little that I share)! I still have to go shopping for them. I have no idea what to get though. I must figure it out soon. Obviously, I would have to get my littles, a small lamb and food! Maybe I can make some brownies or something for them both.

If I lived During Shakespeare's Time

I was wondering how everything would be if I lived during Shakespeare's time... so naturally, I felt a compulsion to write a blog entry about that. And, since I haven't made my world famous doodles in so long, I thought this would be the perfect blog to draw as well. (P.S. So, you can tell I got tired of trying to make the drawings look good towards the end. I wish I had artistic skills. It would make this post so much better, but beggars can't be choosers I guess)

1. I would most likely be wearing a beautiful, flowing gown like Cinderella (unless I was a boy). Also, if I was poor I would probably look even worse than when Cinderella dressed as a servant.

Clearly, the left drawing is if I was rich and the right is if I was poor. 

2. If I was a girl I would be married by now... not cool.

3. I would have died of the plague by now.

4. I wouldn't understand the language.

5. I probably wouldn't know how to read.

6. I could go see an actual Shakespeare play. Wouldn't that be wonderful? But then again, the plague combined with unwashed people would probably not be enticing.

7. I could find myself a Romeo.

8. I could learn how to write with those cool quills. I've always wanted to do that. They even use those quills on Harry Potter. AM-A-ZING! But then again, did they even teach girls to read and write? Oh, but how tragic and ironic would it be if they didn't?

9. I would probably stand out because of my dark skin and be ostracized. GASP! I would not like that at all.

10. I would get my shoes dirty with crap (literally) every time I walked outside.

11. I would have to use a chamber pot. No explanations needed.

12. I would get to see the pristine beauty of nature before the industrial era destroyed it. (HA! I knew I could think of something good about this time period!)

It was like Poetry

So, I went to watch a basketball game this week. I can't believe I'm actually admitting this, but it was the first school sports related anything that I have been to. After having gone to this game, I regret not going to any other sports events. I mean, I didn't understand the finer points of the game, but even just knowing the general idea made basketball look like poetry. It was absolutely amazing!! I loved it! But going to the game made me so nostalgic. I wish I could go back and play softball again. Seriously, I'm not even a competitive person (and I'm definitely not the best at softball), but I just really want to be given the chance to play one more time for my high school team. I was so tired of it during high school. I dreaded having to go to practice because I was so constantly tired, but now I wish I could get one more chance. Sigh.

One another note, I re-found this song:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AzMh7zHir1I

It's from The Wild Thornberrys. Does anyone still remember that show? I used to wish I could have her powers of being able to talk to animals. It would have made my life! I miss seeing that show on television. I feel like the shows that are on TV now have no real substance. But then again, I guess the kids now just wouldn't appreciate these kinds of TV shows.

Anyways, I thought it would be a fitting song to post up after my recent post about having a fight with my dad. I finally figured out that my dad wasn't mad at me. He was upset with my brother and then took it out on me, basically. I think he felt really bad after because I refused to call home and my mom complained that he kept telling her to call me to make sure I was okay. lol.